Summer breeze

We were 3 best friends.
One was living in a different country and we saw her only twice a year.

Once she came home in the summer and she was so happy with the small things around us. I missed this perspective. I realized I became too much of everything I didn´t like about the other friend. All the complaining, manipulating, being harsh to everybody and most of it -  to myself.

And the distant friend was just like summer breeze to me. She made me realize that I lost this natural optimism in my thinking. Wish I was more often with her. But maybe I would take on her negative sides as well then.
It  just made me think that I should put some distance to the other friend and heal my way of thinking.