26 Aug 2014

Color of salmon

When I was 22, we started this thing with mom.
I always asked her if she would like me to put some nice nail polish on her nails (salmon color at that time). She said yes. We would sit down and I would get her nails done.

Then she started to ask me to do her nails everytime I was at home. (Or blaming me why there´s no color on her nails :D).

It became somehow our way to connect in the complicated relationship we had. She took time off which was a bit difficult for her as she liked to keep herself busy. And I just dedicated some time to her, just taking care of her nails, without the need to fight.

Half-blood princess

One week before leaving my home to go for Erasmus I got to know that I have a half-sister. You could say it was a good timing. Or also a pretty bad one.

My half-sister was born in the time frame between when me and my other siblings were born. It must have been a difficult thing for my dad to tell us after all these years.

I still didn´t quite get through it. And I still haven´t met her. Don´t know if I ever get the strength to do so.